Monday, October 22, 2007 @1:24 AM
My temper has been gettin from bad to worse recently. N it's not just something I came up with from a wave of emo-ness.
I get frustrated so easily that it's annoying. I piss those around me off and I take those close to me for granted, even my own brother. I really want to apologize to him. Sigh.
Sometimes..... you see all your actions as wrong ones, bringing you down a path that has no proper endings. Trying so hard... yet at the same time, not trying at all. That's just another way of saying that you are trying using the WRONG methods?
I want to go back to the rather-nice guy that my friends know me as. What am I exasperated over? Why am I frustrated?
Really sorry guys, for making so many uncalled for, rude, crude, bitchy remarks over the past few weeks. I hate to make you guys having to bear with all these nonsense but I'm trying to revert back to my former tolerance level. Really.
And...
...sorry bro.