Eusoff Lost the IHG overall Champion.
Lotsa comments on dat.
But Hindsight is ass-sight.
It's Chinese New Year.
I do remember writing down some thoughts last year just became CNY came.
Were definitely saddening thoughts.
N I thought this year couldnt get any worse.
Ambience on eve was spoilt: I seriously don't mind washing my own toilet at home, clearing junk from my room or even washing my brother's toilet. Just as long I could slack off from school work at home.
Everything's outta obligations.
Are you sure you remember the significance of the lunar new year?
Reunion. Happiness. Pang Tang Stuff that makes everything so brainless.
I feel detached.
Thank goodness the bananas (and guavas) still stick together.
A form of consolation I guess.
If how the year will progress depends on these few days of CNY, I'm going to be in for it.
Argument with friend A.
Failure to plan something that is so simple.
Moody Mum.
Inauspicious chinese zodiac reading at the temple.
If this year is going to be worse than the last, im gg to xxxx xxx (no inauspicious words during CNY, they say.)
junbin left his wrath
0 retaliations. N you thought it was easy?
0 retaliations. N you thought it was easy?
Bloody hell. Late Nights. Early Mornings. Staring at the bloody laptop screen. Wearing my Contact Lens long hours for no apparent reasons. Tearing to sleep every night. And Pronto, Im down with the red eye thingy again. Thingy coz it's a thingy. For all those who read my blog. I hope the red-eye curse will spread to you. Good Luck. Oops. (:
PS. I dunno if Im listenin to the correct radio station anymore. Class 95 playing Chinese New Year Songs...
Btw, the tearing to sleep every night is bull shit. hahaha
junbin left his wrath
0 retaliations. N you thought it was easy?
0 retaliations. N you thought it was easy?
-Warning: it has been said that this post is relatively more vulgar than any other previous posts. Those who are self-righteous, who think that one shouldnt swear even for a SUBJECTIVELY good reason and who are uncomfortable with grouchy bitchy posts, please do not read on. -
- OH. THANKS -
For no goddammit good reason, I've stayed in hall again over this weekend.
I told people that I'm staying because I might need to use the resources in the library for the bloody 3,000 words memorial but fuck it man.
That's nt the real reason.
I stayed because of an delusion, and as all delusions are, they never did materialize.
I stayed because I thought I will be close, but if anything, I drifted even further apart.
N bloody shit. I'm updating my blog now when I'm nowhere for my memorial.
It's an absolute brilliant act that I've left myself alone in hall when everyone else in my block has gone out or gone home.
I've a million and one things to do but all i can think of is:
Should I sell the 2 tix or jio somebody else to go.
Neither option appeals to me. Fuckit.
I did a pretty dumb thing last night, one which I've been explicitly told not to do.
I seriously do not care and do not want to think that I've resorted to seek cheap thrill.
It's really been damn bloody long since I've last updated and I really am damn fucking apologetic for the lack of fotos. Here's some lest some of you feel that I'm not living up to my rep as a camwhore.
Eusoff Fight Nite with E-block pageant queen nominee, random girl whose name I've chosen not to rmb and Darren Richards Newbie. Eve of Crim law Presentation and i still went despite being fucking tired (that helps explaining the squinting eyes). Regret not stayin longer than I did though. Could have found an alternative dumb source to vent all my displeasure. You know what they say: if you cant solve it with your brains, solve it with your fists. Oh. Childish escapist thoughts.
Self-entertaining while waiting for Jon, JQ and Sam to be done with Winning Eleven. Of all things, we've decided to poke fun at the AC teddy bear with zhengx finding it too excruciating to watch. That night was a chill-out that was really tiring though. We ended up watchin Team America at bout 12.30am and me dozing off at irregulat intervals. Back to hall after dat, marking the start of my unbearable, you-look-like-a-loser hall stay for 2 fucking whole days. I really wonder what got over me.Oh, to dispel any accusations of being emo, here's sth on a happier tone:
I was relieved and glad that friday night for a total of 7++ minutes while at Jon's place.
The senior concert on Friday was brilliant, with fantastic performances from people like Liz, sista Rachel Gan, Raffli, Sarah and even Sam as the amateur drummer.
Chit chatting with fellow hall-mates, esp Ben, making each other upset and hopeful at the same time in the face of our common plight.
On a side note, i hate to post sth so emo, so sian after the dry spell but fuck it, this is my blog so *shrug*, kiss my ass and pray hard. Maybe someday...just maybe, something good will ACTUALLY happen to me and you all cheery, optimistic, happy people have something to read that will ACTUALLY appeal to you.
N all my words, purposively, literally or bitchily, do not mean to offend anybody.
junbin left his wrath
0 retaliations. N you thought it was easy?
0 retaliations. N you thought it was easy?