Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @12:07 AM
Junbin is severely depressed.
Curiosly, he doesnt know why.
He really appreciates that you care and show your utmost concern.
But he cant tell you why. Maybe he cant, maybe he shouldn't, maybe he doesnt know what he should say.
All he knows is, things would definitely be better...
if only you were there with him.
It's a stormy weather out there.
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @11:41 PM
Now that blogspot has dropped all his (her?) issues with junbin, he can continue blogging as and when he feels like it. Just that he doesnt really feel like saying much today. All the thoughts during the 2-hr bus ride back were forgotten almost immediately after alighting from the bus. Curious. He just watched Phantom of the Opera-movie-dvd version on his laptop though (worth mentioning that it was done alone...AGAIN) Some lines jumped outta into his face though:
Masquerade
Paper Faces on Parade
Masquerade
Hide your face so the world will never find you
Masquerade
Every face a different shade
Masquerade
Look around, there's another mask behind you..
...Stop and stare at the sea of smiles of around you
(Interesting that I note a whole chunk of cynism amidst the joyful tune)
Junbin is tired... and maybe even sick perhaps.
Yet he still carries a bounce in his movement, smiles to you, less radiantly perhaps but nevertheless, a smile.
Paper faces on Parade indeed.
5 weekends of hospitalisation. Unbearable solitude.
Or Isolated serenity.
PS. Author has no idea why he writes in the 3rd person.