Tuesday, January 29, 2008 @2:55 AM
It's been so damn bloody long ever since I last blogged.
I never thought I would have to blog so soon again. I don't have a clue what this entry is about actually. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe I just cant wait for this week to end. Maybe I'm too impractical and oblivious to what's going on around me.
I think and I realize. The world does continue turning even when my world might have stood still. N one day, it's going to spin me out of control. I actually feel it slow unwinding all which I've done. Slowly slowly slowly. Kinda like how your life is being drained away. With minimal pain that it can actually deal you. Wounds form and heal. On the surface. I feel the scar cracking as the past which I though I've left behind slowly tearing it. N i cant seem to do anything about it. It's a rather nostalgic feeling of helplessness which seems to slowly engulf me. And I had no fricking clue it's actually coming so soon.
The bubble I've created for myself is thinning.